this doesn't sound right
but, cheer up broken buddy.
you know i'll always love you and i'll be there for you.
you're broken and i'm broken too,
we make a whole.
CHEER UP LOVE!


Rules
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 10.16pm
Name:JEANETTE TAN! (the ego/emo, heh)
Sisters: Felicia
Brothers: Ghim Lee
Shoe size: 6 (it depends actually)
Height: 166cm ( aim: reach 170.)
Where do you live:Somewhere in singapore (pasir ris luh)

Favourite drink: GREEN TEA!
Favourite breakfast: i don't really have breakfast. o.O
Have you ever been on a plane: duh.
Do you smile often: im a usually a happy person(: but i have my emo days
Are your toenails painted: right now, no.
Whose bed other than yours would you want to sleep in: All the comfy beds in my sister's house, haha.
What colour shirt are you wearing now: GREEN.
What were you doing at 7pm: at my cuz house trying to figure out how to use the damn video cam

Are you a friendly person: hope so
Do you have any pets: totally, not.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: somewhere on this earth.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: i can't remember, stml. But must have been a good friend. I don't hold strangers' hands. Do you?
Do you sleep with the TV on: sometimes
What are you doing right now: THIS?
Have you ever crawled through a window: YES, hahah.
Are you too forgiving: nope.
Are you closer to your mother or father: none.
Who was the last person you cried in front of: my mum.
How many people can you say you've really loved: a few
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: -.-
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: Yes.
If you're having a bad day, who are you mostly likely to go to: my bests, buddy, sunshine and dear.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time: LOUD! heh.
Are you confident: i shant be too ego (:

5 things you did 10 years ago:
When i was five, i
1)Peed in my pants on the floor in kindergarten
2)Learnt how to socialise
3)Ate oatmeal. (yuck)
4)Bathed in both gender toilets that was only seperated by a wall.
5)Made my teachers' lives miserable

5 things on my to-do list today:
1) sleep.
2)Figure out how to use the damn video cam
3)Eat.
4) Listen to emo songs
5) Finish reading twilight(:

5 snacks I enjoy:
1) famous amos cookies
2) STARBURSTS!
3) Strawberry pocky
4) Kinder bueno
5) SUPER RING!

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1) Invest
2) SHOP!
3) Donate (so cliche, but yeah)
4) Live in a huge mansion in Italy.
5) Travel all aroundthe world

5 of my bad habits:
1) bad temper.
2) Saying OMG repeatedly
3) Embarrassing myself
4) Eating too much sweet stuff. (just hope i don't get diabeties(:)
5) Spend too much $$ until broke

5 jobs I've had:
1) secretary
2) temporary trasurer
3) choir ALTO ONE SL
4) vice-chariman
5) an aunty

5 people who must do this quiz:
1)N
2)O
3)O
4)N
5)E

reason why? most of the people i wanna "force" to do this test have already been "forced" by other people, so yeah.

i shall go sleep(:


i'm hurting badly inside, can you tell?
my heart's broken,
really.


"Whatever It Takes" by lifehouse

A strangled smile fell from your face
What kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know that what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together,
I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes


school wasn't that bad, period after period passed kinda quicky
i don't wanna change seating. pleasepleaseplease let me sit with su.
about the rest, i have nothing much to say.

to buddy: thanks for everything, for cheering me up, for your sms. no your smiles didn't exactly make me feel like i'm in heaven, but thinking of it made me smile. thanks alot.

p.s i love you buddy(:

[edit] yes, i promise you, i'll try my best to cheer up.
okay, i've cheered up.
(:


i've tried weeding.
now i know, gardener will never be one of my job otptions.
its too, streneous.
thank god for gardeners.
(:

i'm screwed, hur.
:/


"Tongue Tied"

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

(:


first day of school today,
barely survived, but i guess it was okay.
i wanna sleep.
bye.

p.s have you heard? my laocockcock phone has been replaced, hooray. (:


school's back on tomorrow.
i'm partly dreading it.
hope i actually survive through the first day of term three man.
BACK TO SCHOOL, everyone
(:


hello cherylngjiahui.
haha, fine.
i love you.
happy?
(:


now that the holidays are coming to an end
i'm wondering what hace i been doing this whole one month?
besides doing homework, going for tuition, doing more homework, going for choir and classes,
i haven't had the time to actually go out (except for section outing)
and i've yet to clear my room
seriously, what have i been doing?
rarhh.


i had an awesome dream last night,
in my dream were best (only a quarter of it, but heck) and K.
haha, if only it were true.


you've changed, and why do i feel like you're drifting apart?
bests still, i hope.


Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be You and me


can't believe i'm still awake right now,
hur.


i'm growing old.
su welcomes me to the old hag club where all the old people (coughsucough) sip tea, wear ugly shoes, and eat porridge cos got very little teeth left (coughsucoughputricough).

p.s putri, i am not a camel. (yes, i know i can drink alotof water. i have a huge bladder, told you before. see.)

p.s.s FIVE MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT(: (you know what i mean) (& OMG. THE SONG. HAHAHAH)

(:


altoone outing was very tiring
woke up at god knows how early
ended up in marine parade at 9 plus(supposed to meet at 10.30)
walked around aimlessly at ntuc
met the two rachels and putri for breakfast at macs.(:



met the rest at 11 something. (the reason why i was laughing was because cheryl looked like a kindergarten teacher leading this whole group of young kids. only thing missing was a rope that they could hold on to, haha)

cycle/skate,playground@bigsplash,multiple falls,arcade, hit the buttons non-stop until hand pain&muscle ache (OMG, it was damn tiring. we needed like three people to hit at each side, haha), lots of OMG-ing(mostly me, but whatever), trying to propose to random people with the flower that rachelsoh accidentally pulled out while tring to balance(failure though)-the list goes on-


to rachelsoh, the bimbo:
don't worry, you can still get a boob job if it's concave, haha.


To putri," hello cookie, i'm elmo." haha. (:






ok, enough with the gatsby advertisement
it's ringing in my ears now.


heyho.
yes, i know, fourmoredays.

su just typed out some advertisement lyrics for me, goes like this

"There's this number easy to remember. it starts with 1800 then it's 222. the last part is the simplest, it's 3333. when it's all together it goes something like this: oh travel travel travel, travel ad travel shield, 1800-222-3333!:

I don't get it, but it made me laugh.
Haha, thanks boo.
(:


bugis street with su and putri.
i wanna go again, next week
(:


launch your heart before you and run after it.